Late night thoughts...

I remember when I was very young I tried so hard to please everybody. Whether I knew them well or not. I wanted to be helpful, kind, and liked. I remember having to deal with and avoiding the snobby teenage girls through grade school and most of high school. Thankfully I found people with so much goodness in their hearts, like me. I tried to be friends with anyone and everyone, but was turned down by many. People with too much pride. Now that I am older, almost done with college, and about to move out of state, I realize that I can still be that friendly face and helping hand whenever someone is in need and I hope to raise my children that way. I can tell my parents they were successful... I was taught right from wrong, good from bad, and to be kind to everyone. I have had my crude moments but I am only human. Those people's loss for not believing that I could be that good friend and honest person who is very trustworthy. No, I am not higher than anyone, I just have a big heart with a lot to give.

3rd Blog, 1st Post

Yes, I have two other blogs but life kept catching up on me. Hopefully the same doesn't happen this time. 

I have been thinking a lot about my future lately. Since this is my last term of school, the easiest (so easy I skipped class all week). I have all the time in the world to plan and think about my future. I am about to graduate with, sadly, just an associates degree. But it's something I love -- Child and Family Studies. Thank goodness I have a job to go to already! I cannot wait to move back up to the Seattle area. My boyfriend Matt and I lived up there summer of 2012 and had the time of our lives. It's about to get 10x better. We've been talking about marriage, a life together, kids, we've even planned our entire monthly budget. We will be celebrating 6 years together May 18th this year. It seems like it's been an entire lifetime. I don't really remember life before us. It was hard going from living together for 4 months to moving back in with our roommates (don't get me wrong, I love my Big D and HBO). What has REALLY been on my mind is a wedding. I'm not engaged (yet) but I have so many big plans and ideas for a wedding! I can't wait to officially start planning it. Don't worry, I will be talking about it all on here! I love Matt with everything in me and cannot wait to spend my life with him. <3